15th day

today is supposed to be my 15th day but i did not attend because i took exam...gosh it was tough 3 series of test and one final interview...on the first test one of us didn't make it :( ...fortunately i was able to pass all the test...but during the interview i was asked to make a very big decision if i want to be assign on a far away place and my call time will be 1am...i turned it down :( it was a suicide decision...really tough decision for me but i don't regret it...i don't think i will be efficient enough if i accept it...imagine from 1am till 10am and i need to have 2 hours drive just to be in that place...and that's everyday!...hello i still have a life...im kinda sad because that was the last step...guess it was not for me...there will always be a next time...on the 18th again...i hope i can make it...besides if its meant to be...it's meant to be...and today is not my day...but i still remain positive and i know tomorrow will be a bright day...or should i say...i may just be a victim of friday the 13th...hehehe